Seeking Peace.

There are just over two weeks until Christmas and all I can think about is writing “peace.”

But how can I even think about writing peace when I can hardly find it amidst the afternoon chaos? Coats and backpacks are all entangled and littered on the ground, accompanied with corrected homework sheets, school newsletters and the like spread out over counter, table, and couch. I see markers under the table and coloring pages lying in piles on shelves. Everywhere I look there are paper airplanes and half-finished origami creations resting like tufts of snow. Everyone needs me at once so I can listen to their read-aloud books and sight word sheets and help with story pre-writing. Where in all of this can peace be found?

We stumble along, getting everything sorted, but after an hour I can feel my patience growing thin and I know I need to escape for just a bit. It doesn’t seem practical when there’s so much to be done, but it might just be life-giving.

So with the remnants of clutter tossed, and most of the homework tucked away, the little ones go upstairs to rest with a short movie and I retreat to my bedroom.

I fall onto my bed and let my eyes close. I take a moment to just breathe.

I breathe in gratitude for my oldest boy who is so responsible and talented.

I breathe out all the anxiety.

I breathe in love for my firecracker princess and breathe out overwhelm.

I breathe in thanks for my middle son’s easygoing nature and breathe out the noisy chaos.

I breathe in appreciation for my home with its simple white decor and vintage charm.
I breathe out any lingering unhappiness.

I breathe in pure awe and gratitude for my Savior, Jesus Christ, whose spirit fills my home and the deepest corners of my heart.
I breathe out all remnants of distress.

It’s okay to let everything go. It’s okay to give your day to the Redeemer so He can redeem you from burdened to blessed.

And I realize this: Peace is never far away when you realize your peace comes from Christ. 

When the movie is over and my respite is ended, I return to my family with smiling eyes and a peaceful heart. I resolve anew to take a small break of spiritual whitespace on a regular basis to restore my center–my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I also commit to remembering that this peaceful center, this hub of the wheel that can only be found in Christ, can be a resting place even when I can’t retreat. If I rest my heart on Him, His peace can be found even in the midst of a struggle. When the afternoon becomes an avalanche, I will draw upon my center, my firm foundation in Christ. Therein I will find everlasting peace.

So go to Him in the quiet moments and in the busy ones too. Breathe in His peace as you tuck little ones in, or peel carrots for the soup, or referee the endless quarrels. Breathe in His peace at any moment, at any time. And let His peace wrap your heart in wonder…

{I’m linking up to #onewordadvent over at Bonnie Gray’s blog. I was beyond thrilled to create this week’s hand-lettered badge for her link-up!}